It's hard. It's silly. It's full. It's a work in progress. We are a work in progress. I am a work in progress.
On August 5, 2016, I started a journey. I moved away from home and began a life with my husband. God, he is wonderful. But it hasn't been easy. On December 27, 2016, I started a journey. I realized how self destructive, gluttonous, and out of control I am. Food is an idol. My body image is an idol. I can't keep going the way I'm going with that knowledge, so I'm making changes. I'm learning to love myself. I'm taking steps to glorify God with my body and my self esteem. I see people for who they are again, but I'm now beginning the process of seeing myself for who I am.
Again, I wish this was written better, but this is just a quick update. Maybe I just want to note these things for my future self, since no one reads this anyways. Regardless, it helps.
