So far the only thing I've felt is extremely sad and scared. Sad because I've said goodbye to the best friends I've only recently gotten to know. Terrified because I don't know how to be without my mom and my sister, and I don't really want to know either. I'm not ready to leave everything here behind.
On a more positive note I think I'm ready to grow up a little bit and meet some new people. Maybe once I get there I will be more excited. Hopefully. Tonight my prayer is for my family, that we will make it through this and be strong for each other. There will no doubt be a lot of tears, but I'm hoping that we can all stay strong for each other and for ourselves.
I think we will all be okay.
